直到朋友给我发来双节快乐的祝福我才发现已经是10.1 了。..但我这两天心情很差...我想着并不是HOMESICK.是很多事情夹杂在一起压得我难以呼吸.昨晚和朋友聊天时说道了。.

 

"不知道为什么刚才上朋友的BLOG,听者那个有点忧伤的音乐,看到她的评论.有些想流泪.....再想到自己现在仿佛就向个蚂蚁,孤独地向树上爬,不知前方究竟是什么出路......孤单的十字路口......" 

 

自认为一直都是没有什么能够使我屈服, 我也用自己的行动"部分证明"了着一点, 但现在...一方面要忍住所有的诱惑专心复习GRE, 这边诱惑太多,况且不向中国,我周末晚上学习别人都党我疯子...连图书馆理员也不到10点就告诉我要关门了...另一方面始终无法定下专业方向,还要联系学校...就想无头苍蝇一样往火堆里冲。..

 

放弃了放松的时间.交朋友的时间,感受文化的时间,如果着一切再没有一个好结果....

8:00 got up

8:00-9:20 Political Science class quiz & class

9:30-11:00 Read the book that needs a 5 pages career constaint analysis in the library

11:00-11:10 take away tickets for Friday's drama The Little Prince

11:10--12:20 Read the book that needs a 5 pages career constaint analysis in the library

12:30-1:20 University Chorus Rehearsal

1:20-2:00 Have lunch (I cooked at home:))

2:00-3:00 Contact about Christmas vacation & write emails & facebook & print out readings for tomorrow's class

3:00-5:40 Write 1st draft on the analysis & feel confused, ask prof for help

5:50-6:15 Wendy's dinner $1.98

6:30-9:00 Communication Class(discussion)

9:00-11:30 Library--2 draft of analysis page 1, 1 st draft of page 2-4

11:50-12:20 cook & eat food at home(pizza)

12:20-13:20 Analysis mission accomplished!

Sleep...

 

I went to Cacey's family during the weekends, his family is in Bixby, Tulsa, a city north to Norman, about 2 hour's drive. Cacey's dad, mom, and grandparents are there for the weekend. They are really nice people, I feel like I was at home. They have a big house which was designed and majorly made by the family members. Cacey's dad Kenny used to be in the military during the 60s, now his hobbies are making some wooden furniture and other stuff. It was surprising that almost all the furniture made of wood were came from him. American people can't stop doing something, always.

 

To be continued

Haven't been here for quite a long time, sorry my friends, for your expectation, life here has been crazy. I looked up my space quite some time but finally didn't find myself motivated to write a letter on this page. I myself do keep journal, but it's just like Tony's weekly...

 

I like shoting emails to friends and making phone calls online. That would be easier for me, my computer isn't really cooperative, it drives slowly, and every night I came back it's like 10 p.m something. After I cook myself something, and have some fun talk with my cool, romantic European roommates, it's already 11'o clock, and I have to send some emails and them read a little bit then sleep...

 

Life in America is different, you can choose to be super busy, and also super relaxing, they have pretty much everything that you want, my Sweden roommate Kristofer is a perfect example, he would like to grab a book, dress up his swimming short and they read books under sunshine, whenever he gets bored, he would just jump into the warm swimming pool, filled with beauties from all over the world, fresh himself a little bit, and then read again. My German roommate Sebastain is a typical German, he's like a wise man and do everything in order, but not as passionate as my French roommate Noumane does, man! He could take away Oscar Innovation Award for Short film! I can't wait to join in his short film.

 

Well, I've been thinkin about getting into a graduate school after my program, but I still don't know which way to go, which major should I choose, and if I can get financial aid.

 

Classes here are interesting and involving, but after-class reading almost drive me crazy...Sh*t I have a reading assignment due tomorrow morning, and it's up to 100 pages...God, how can I survive out of this, maybe I should quit many social events and concentrate on my studies...But Straght A and social D is not what I want...

 

Complicated American Life...

 

P.S. My flickr uploder doesn't work recently, I guess it should take me a whole afternoon to upload only a small part of them, oh! I have a Labor's Day holiday coming soon,no... I'm going to Tulsa, Cacey's home...

 

Man! Read the assignment, right now!